I learned a new, albeit bullshit phrase recently: “conscious bdsm”. Perhaps one of the more retarded terms I’ve heard in a while, perhaps even more so than “asymptomatic carrier” and other language used by members of the covid cult, who are actually just a different flavour of the cult of slavery, given the emasculated designation of “gov” and “auth”, when all they mean is slavery.
One form of slavery, or rather a flavour of it, since the belief in question has only one form, that comes in many shapes, but all involve the same thing: mental and emotional self-mutilation – which, although it comes in many superficial flavours, is the general condition that a majority of people nowadays are still in; by the way, the article isn’t just about the bullshit sexual behaviours in question, although it is reference to those “people” and the afferent behaviours as well, but it’s also an allegorical prop for pretty much the current aggregate situation regarding a majority of people.
Anyway, so apparently, people who claim to be into bdsm (which is an abbreviation for bondage, sadism and masochism) for allegedly “conscious” reasons, fail to comprehend that being conscious is not just having immediate spatial or temporal awareness of what you are doing in a particular context.
Being conscious means loving and respecting one’s self, both within and veyond the illusion of “form” and “manifestation”. As such, a profound, essential aspect of being conscious means always growing and evolving, and never making any compromise whatsoever.
Compare that to the hippocritically and blatantly retarded term “conscious bdsm”, which basically just means “hey, I’m aware that I’m engaging in mental and emotional (sometimes also “physical”) self-mutilation”, by means of sexualizing what’s basically a milder form of the torture that goes on behind the scenes, with human trafficking, child rape and all that bullshit.
Okay, you’re aware that you’re doing some shit to yourself. What are you doing with that information? Are you using it to grow up and overcome your traumas? Are you using it to know yourself and the reason why you’re engaging in self-mutilation, and arm yourself with the knowledge and motivation to imagine and will yourself out of that cesspit of self-hatred? Are you going to use that knowledge as a means of digging through the muck and grime of your ego and evil, confronting your inner demons and rising above to the genuineness of your own light, and veyond light?
Oh, you’re actually just doing it because you hate yourself…
“No, no, no. We want to dig through our darkness… and confront our fears…”
And you do that, how exactly? By forsaking the expression of your conscience and sexualizing the enslavement to either the ego of another (the “subs”) or to your own ego (the “doms”)? By sexualizing your own abuse, or the abuse of another? You’re a fuckin’ retard!
“Waaah, you’re judging people for their sexual tastes!”
No. I’m judging and criticizing them for their practice of self-mutilation, and for the idiocy of coating their bullshit in a fluffy, flowery façade. I’m not “demanding” that people do stuff on the premise of “because I say so”. What I am doing, is I am presenting people with information and some of my own discernments about things, and then they can go and do whatever with that information, so long as they do not initiate or condone violence against other living beings who’ve done them no wrong.
The problem is though, aside from the self-mutilation implied in the retarded “person’s” behaviour, that anyone who hates and mutilates themselves in whatever fashion is pretty much going to condone such things in relationship to another. Someone who hates and mutilates themselves, are going to tend to express or condone similar behaviours towards others.
In contrast, those of us who love and respect, know and comprehend ourselves, in-form and veyond form, we express such behaviours towards others as well.
The so-called “inner world” always creates the so-called “outer world”, both exoterically in terms of how we reflect our behaviours and views, towards and about ourselves, in our views about life, other living beings, etcetera; as well as esoterically, regarding how through our “resonance”, “vibration” or energy, we create, attract and repel things we either do or don’t resonate with; and, way more intricately, beautifully, synchronistically and lucidly than any of that, veyond esoterically, with regards to how I and we always create our own reality through free will, freedom, imagination, intent, choice, etcetera… among other things…
Besides that, there is a difference between actual judgement (in other words, discernment – which is part of what the mind is actually meant to do, by the way) and “pre-judice” (which, as the term implies, is something that occurs compulsively and based on reflexive associations, as behaviours induced through repetition, mind-“control” and social engineering, through the attempt to hijack a person’s expression of cognition, by inducing impulses or compulsions that occur prior-to-judgement; well, prior to cerebral processes associated with judgement, but the mind is veyond the body and brain… but, anyway, that’s another conversation)
Being conscious means expressing more of ourselves as conscience and consciousness!!! It means, among other things, more rebellion, more defiance and more self-love, self-respect, knowledge and comprehension!!! It means being more and more of who I and we genuinely are, no matter fuckin’ what!!!
Some would say stuff like “b-b-but we’re confronting these dark aspects of ourselves” – NO, you are not!!! Not with the behaviour you are displaying. Confronting our darkness means acknowledging it, comprehending it and forgiving ourselves, and each other; in other words, NOT giving in to our evil and retarded impulses and compulsions.
Confronting our shadow means we recognize it, realize why it’s there, and then overcome it, embracing it as a part of our being (everyone has both good and evil inside of them) and using it as an example of how not to be. The darkness can be used reveal the light, but that’s when one refuses to be blinded by it. Look, there are obviously benefits to the darkness and the light, as well as whatever else, but all the good aspects of darkness have to do with the parts of it that actually involve growth in conscience and consciousness.
Good aspects of our own inner darkness: conscious rage and vengeance (vengeance is righteous retaliation against malice, while revenge is just blindly lashing out for egoic reasons), fury, anger, regret, desperation, lethality used in self-defence (with equivalent provocation), etcetera. Notice that all of these can be used as catalysts for growth and evolution, IF they are in some manner of harmony with the spiritual and conscious aspects of ourselves.
If you want to relieve your petty tantrums (anger born of ego), by means of finding some retard who hates themselves enough to take your shit – or maybe you’re a dumb little cuck bitch that would actually accept someone being abusive towards you, then either of those two ways, you’re a self-hating, self-loathing piece of shit. That’s not you “confronting” your inner evil or inner demons, but rather you being a scared shitless little bitch, a slave to your own bullshit.
Actually confronting our demons and evil, means saying NO and then utterly refusing to be influenced or affected by it. Confronting our fears means overcoming them. Yes, one of the better ways to practice overcoming our fears is to expose ourselves to the objects or premises that we fear, but in ways through which we thwart them, not indulge in them.
Besides that, the whole point of the practice of facing and overcoming your fears, in other words the whole point of courage, is to actually overcome them. When one has risen above their fears, one has become fearless.
Facing the things we fear, as well as everything else, is always a good thing; however, if you become addicted to the adrenaline of being in contact with the object or premise of your fears, in such ways in which you then become addicted to that adrenaline, then in that addicted state, you’re no longer facing your fears or dissecting your darkness, but rather you become negatively attached to them. Whether you’re letting yourself trampled by your fears, or chasing them around in a circle with a lasso yellin’ “Yeehaw!”, the fear itself is still your primary motivation, on that level of your character. You’re still acting out of fear. Which means you’re a coward, at that point in your life. Why? Because cowardice means letting yourself influenced by your fears. Whether you ignore your fears or the things you fear, or indulge in them, either way you’re degrading yourself – which is always a sign of self-hatred. So, if you’re someone who makes excuses for evil, then fuck you! And, obviously, fuck the evil and bullshit itself.
One who loves one’s self abhors compromise.
Those of us who genuinely love ourselves always choose to grow, never to stagnate and never to degrade, but rather to always grow and evolve, to overcome everything and to rise above and move on, standing taller and prouder, flying higher and higher with every breath we breathe, every thought we think and everything we feel, manifest and do… always expressing more and more of who I and we always and already are: freedom, spirit, consciousness, among other things…
Rather than be a slave, a slaver or a moron, or any other kind of a pathetic, cowardly, heartless, mindless, mediocre, degrading, self-loathing, self-hating, parasitic, evil piece of shit…
I would rather die and even endure all forms of pain and torture in existence, knowing that I always rise above and move on, among other things… of course, this doesn’t mean that I’d just let the bullshit happen; and if someone does try to do some bullshit, I always rebel, defy and retaliate. Well, I always persist, rebel and defy, anyway.
ALWAYS PERSIST, REBEL, DEFY, NO MATTER WHAT!!!
What I mean is, among other things, that no matter the death, pain and torture, and no matter the pleasure, joy and happiness… no matter anything that I’d endure or enjoy in life and veyond life, no matter anything whatsoever…
Everything is always a choice, and the choice is always ours to make.
I am always myself, in-form and veyond form, always and veyond ways…
I know what my choice is, now and always, and veyond ways…
I AM FREEDOM!!! I AM LIBERTY!!! I AM DEFIANCE!!!
MUAAAAH, HA HA HA HAH AHAHAHA HAHAHA AHAHAHA AHA AHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Rebellion is choosing good over evil, evolution over stagnation and degradation, and generally expressing the good and conscious aspects of ourselves as infinite and unlimited consciousness, over the everything that is parasitic and degrading.
When we love and respect, know and comprehend ourselves, in-form and veyond-form, we remember… among other things…
Nobody and nothing whatsoever has any “higher claim”, nor any claim whatsoever, to our lives than we do.
There can be no “chosen” ones, and there are no “chosen” ones. Only I and we can save ourselves, and only I and we are responsible for doing so. All pain and suffering are always self-inflicted, and all evolution and elevation are always self-facilitated, by us, from us, with ourselves, individually, infinitely and unlimitedly, and in every way whatsoever, as well as veyond the very notion and concept of ways…
Freedom is never given. Freedom is never taken.
I and we are all and always free and freedom, imagination, will and intent… infinity, unlimitedness and veyond… among other things…
Everything is always a choice, and the choice is always ours to make!!!
I AM FREEDOM!!! I AM LIBERTY!!! I AM SFIDARE!!!
MUAAAH, HA HA HA HA HA HAHAHAHAHA AHAHAHA AH AHAHAHA AAHAHAHAHAHAHAH HA AH AH AH AH HHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAHAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!