Another appropriate title, albeit a longer one, for this article would be “spirituality is not about feeling good or feeling at peace”. That’s a confusion that I see many people doing when they start going on the path of what they call “spirituality”.
People say that “oh, it’s all about feeling good, having inner peace, being calm” or other things of the sort. No, spirituality is not about the “mood” you’re in. It’s about knowing one’s self deeply, profoundly and with clarity. It’s about self-knowledge. In order to know one’s self, one needs to be willing to look at all of one’s self, without any manner of attachment; neither in general, nor towards maintaining any particular image of self.
Make no mistake, being genuinely spiritual does involve having inner peace, being centered and not swayed by whatever you experience in your life. However, that is an effect; not the cause, nor the purpose of spirituality. There is a fundamental difference between realizing that we’re all infinite and unlimited consciousness, and therefore no longer being blinded by illusory things (or by anything), and someone who might say that they realize who they are as such, but looking at their behaviour, you see that they’re scared shitless of facing the illusory hardships of life (which to them seem very “real”), and they use a mental or even ego-driven impression of “ooh, we’re all so infinite”, as a means of running away from facing themselves, and especially from facing their own flaws, evil, darkness and shadow.
It’s more complex than I would write in a single article, but you can distinctly see the difference between someone who is pretending to be spiritual, and someone who actually is spiritual and self-knowing. Do they ignore information they don’t like, or avoid doing what is right, because they want to maintain a state of “comfort”? Or do they look at all information , regardless of whether or not they like what they see, and also do what is right, because they’re interested in freedom, knowledge, comprehension and so on?
Many fake-ass “spiritualists” or “new-age” type people can say “ooh, we’re all so infinite, so it doesn’t matter, maaaan…”
I’m like: “You fuckin’ retard (someone who holds themselves back)! Of course we’re infinite and unlimited consciousness and potential. That’s why everything is important!!!”
One person uses the “we’re infinite” party line, without grasping the meaning and definitely not integrating it in their conscience, and instead using it to excuse a passive, complacent behaviour that the parasites and slavery system are all too eager to exploit. An overly effeminate behaviour, or the negative or “unholy” feminine aspect (unholy, in the sense of “incomplete” or “imbalanced”). They don’t express the masculine aspect of self-defence, and they confuse it with violence. Ironically (but actually quite obviously), violence and evil that they allow to happen and indeed enable it, through their very behaviour.
On the other side of the same coin, there are those who are imbalanced towards the negative masculine side, who are obsessed with the delusions of “hierarchy”, an impression of “control”, tyranny and violence, etc. They are overly machinistic and have little to no independent thinking, and behave much like a hive-mind or have a herd mentality. They don’t express the feminine aspect of nurturing and non-aggression, which they confuse with the weakness that those who let themselves oppressed exhibit, while at the same time failing to realize one of the many weakness that all oppressors express: the cowardice and ignorance of refusing to think for themselves.
Imagine how broken someone needs to be, in order to be so self-loathing and even self-hating, to either feel pleasure, satisfaction or even nothing at all, about trying to get others to be on the same level of misery that they themselves are at? Or to just sit there and let others trample on them?
That broken, pathetic mentality is the first obstacle that people need to overcome, if they want to accurately make the claim that they express any form of spirituality. The first step is learning to love and respect one’s self, which will naturally translate the deep and profound, as well as clear desire to know and comprehend one’s self, both in-form and veyond form, and thus manifest a tendency to express such behaviour towards others as well, towards life and veyond, and generally towards everything… among other things…
Many people who pretend to be spiritual may very well agree with that statement, because on some level they realize it to be so, but when you look at their behaviour and what they’re doing, whenever you ask them what they’re doing to actually make the world a better and more “rosey” place, they get frustrated, come up with excuses or they say they “can’t” do anything, or anything else to shy away from the responsibility of changing themselves to embody the change they say they want to see happen in the world. Or, when you ask them if they’re aware of the darkness in our world, or within themselves, they show ignorance and they don’t even want to touch the topic. Especially if you push hard enough to shake their state of mental and emotional comfort.
Those who say they want to see the world become a better place, but either do nothing to bring that about, or even worse assist the evil and allow it to propagate either directly (by cheering for more “government”, or groveling at the feet of whatever entity they’ve put on a pedestal) or indirectly (through silent consent), have no idea what being spiritual is all about. They are fake-ass, disengenuous “people”, hippocrites and cowards. They pretend to be different than what they are, they hide from themselves, and they are scared shitless of self-knowledge, and the inherent responsibility that comes with that (which we always have anyway, because we’re infinite consciousness).
Make no mistake, genuine spirituality is not about feeling good. It’s not about maintaining any particular image of self, and it’s definitely not about comfort.
Genuine spirituality is, among other things, a destructive process, as much as it is a creative one. It is a destruction of the superficial ego in terms of the “inner world”, and it is a destruction of slavery and evil, in the “outer world”. It is also a destruction and abolishment of fear, excuses and any sense of limitation.
Limitation is an illusion. Everything finite is an illusion. Reality and “form” are illusions. I mean, there is a reason why we came here to experience these illusions, so the experience itself and what we do in this life and any other, does have purpose. Otherwise, we wouldn’t be here. We chose to be here. Everything we think, feel, say, do and choose is profoundly important and changes both ourselves and the experienced reality, as well.
Realizing that there is no such thing as limitation outside an ego-driven impression of life, does not mean that we ignore the ostensible obstacles we face in our lives. However, since we realize that all the pain and hardships are an illusion, or more rather delusions (illusions within illusions), we realize that we’re far veyond them, and thus far more easily remember our own creativity, intuition, intelligence, philosophy, soulfulness and spirituality, as well as all our strengths and more, thus equiping ourselves with the will to overcome the obstacles, and to create and manifest what we imagine, will and intend, choose and desire.
Why? Because instead of erroneously believing it to be a “curse” or “burden”, we see it as a challenge, that we have created for ourselves, so that we rise up, overcome it, standing taller and taller, and flying higher and higher than ever before. The purpose of all experience, negative and positive, is to grow in freedom, liberty, defiance, soul and spirit, care and love, imagination, will and intent, consciousness, infinity, unlimitedness and veyond… among other things…
So, chin up, chest up, head up high, wings wide open, broad, energy tentacles and whatever else reaching out and ever evolving, expanding and elevating… among other things…
Remember this, among other things…
“When you’re at your lowest low, there’s nowhere else to go but up.”
“The greatest darkness comes before the dawn.”
“In life, there are generally two kind of people, when it comes to bringing about evolution in whatever way. Those who make excuses, and those who make progress.”
Those who express weakness, they fall and falter when they’re faced with obstacles, making excuses and refusing to grow and better themselves.
Those of us who are conscious and strong (and I don’t mean “physical” strength), if we fall, we rise back up and build ourselves anew, overcoming the obstacles and growing more and more, and being more than we’ve ever been before.
Creator and Creation are not “separate”.
It’s the infinite I AM, infinite and unlimited spirit and veingness, manifesting in infinities of WE ARE, infinities of individual souls, stories, characters, realities, etc, etc… among other things…
I and We and Me are infinity, unlimitedness and veyond… no beginning and no end of any kind, no limits and no limitations of any kind. Therefore, I/we do not begin with “me”, nor with “you”, nor with a “turd on a street”, nor with “reality” and beyond, nor with anything. Those are cherry picked probabilities and “forms” that we choose to experience, but I/we are everything and everythingness, infinite and unlimited consciousness and potential.
Nobody and nothing has a higher claim to our lives than we do.
There can be no “chosen ones”. Only we can save ourselves, and only we have the responsibility to do so.
Freedom is never given. Freedom is never taken.
I/we are all and always free and freedom, imagination, will and intent… infinity, unlimitedness and veyond… among other things…
What we choose to manifest is always a choice; and the choice is always ours to make.
Everything is always a choice, and the choice is always ours to make.
Always and veyond ways, I persist, rebel, defy.
Always and veyond ways…
I am freedom, liberty, defiance, soul and spirit, care and love, imagination, will and intent… infinity, unlimitedndess and veyond… among other things…
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